クズ過ぎる自分

こんな私、死んでもいいよね…

皆「生きて欲しい」って私に言う…

何のために？私が生きてて何の意味がある？
生きててもただ苦しいだけ。

生きる意味なんてもんないよ…

私のほうがクズだよ…………

私だって、いつもいつもここの掲示板に逃げて、ナオたんと話せるのが楽しい理由で、いつもここに逃げてる…………。

ナオたんはクズじゃないし、死にたくてたまらないほどずっとずっと、辛い思いをして来たんだから…………

良いんだよ…………何回も逃げたって…………

死にたいの死にたいの飛んでいけええええ！！
怖いの怖いの飛んでいけええええええええ！！
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ちーよ😭😭😭😭

ヤバい….ガチ泣きしちゃってる…😭😭😭😭

私がたかやんと一昨年出会ったときの曲！
聞いてみて！ナオたんなら知ってるはず！

( T_T)＼(^-^ )ﾖｼﾖｼ

あっ！そせ今聴いてるやつだぁ😭😭😭
有難う(泣）

朝から殴られたり色々されてメンタルが崩れちゃった💦…死にたい

（🔥👄🔥）これが、ファイアー蝶々の気合のダンスだ！！！

┌(・。・)┘♪(＾3＾♪♪┌|∵|┘♪ (＾3＾♪(＾3＾♪\(ϋ)/♩(＾3＾♪♪┌|∵|┘♪ (＾3＾♪(＾3＾♪♪┌|∵|┘♪ (＾3＾♪♪┌|∵|┘♪ (＾3＾♪(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪(＾3＾♪(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪(＾3＾♪♪┌|∵|┘♪ (＾3＾♪♪┌|∵|┘♪ ♪┌|∵|┘♪ (＾3＾♪♪┌|∵|┘♪ (＾3＾♪♪┌|∵|┘♪ (＾3＾♪♪┌|∵|┘♪ (＾3＾♪(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪(＾3＾♪♪┌|∵|┘♪ (＾3＾♪(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾♪ヽ(･ˇ∀ˇ･ゞ)⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪₍₍◞( •௰• )◟₎₎⁽⁽◝( •௰• )◜⁾⁾( /^ω^)/♪♪⁽⁽◝( •௰• )◜⁾⁾( /^ω^)/♪♪⁽⁽◝( •௰• )◜⁾⁾₍₍◞( •௰• )◟₎₎(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪₍₍◞( •௰• )◟₎₎(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪₍₍◞( •௰• )◟₎₎(＾3＾♪(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪(＾3＾♪(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪┌(・。・)┘♪♪┌|∵|┘♪ ┌(・。・)┘♪(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪┌(・。・)┘♪┌(・。・)┘♪ヾ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°)ノ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾┌(・。・)┘♪ヾ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°)ノ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾ヾ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°)ノ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾ヾ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°)ノ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾ヾ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°)ノ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾ヾ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°)ノ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾ヾ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°)ノ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾ヾ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°)ノ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪(＾3＾♪♪┌|∵|┘♪ ♪～(´ε｀ )( /^ω^)/♪♪\(ϋ)/♩♪～(´ε｀ )( /^ω^)/♪♪♪～(´ε｀ )\(ϋ)/♩♪～(´ε｀ )\(ϋ)/♩♪～(´ε｀ )\(ϋ)/♩\(ϋ)/♩(＾3＾♪♪┌|∵|┘♪ ₍₍◞( •௰• )◟₎₎♪┌|∵|┘♪ ⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾ヾ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°)ノ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾└|∵|┐♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾ヾ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°)ノ♪ヾ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°)ノ♪₍₍ ◝(　ﾟ∀ ﾟ )◟ ⁾⁾└|∵|┐♪₍₍ ◝(　ﾟ∀ ﾟ )◟ ⁾⁾└|∵|┐♪₍₍ ◝(　ﾟ∀ ﾟ )◟ ⁾⁾└|∵|┐♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾ヾ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°)ノ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪(＾3＾♪♪┌|∵|┘♪ ┌(・。・)┘♪└|∵|┐♪└|∵|┐♪┌(・。・)┘♪♪ヽ(･ˇ∀ˇ･ゞ)♪┌|∵|┘♪ ┌(・。・)┘♪└|∵|┐♪┌(・。・)┘♪└|∵|┐♪┌(・。・)┘♪└|∵|┐♪┌(・。・)┘♪└|∵|┐♪┌(・。・)┘♪└|∵|┐♪┌(・。・)┘♪└|∵|┐♪┌(・。・)┘♪└|∵|┐♪┌(・。・)┘♪♪┌|∵|┘♪ ┌(・。・)┘♪└|∵|┐♪┌(・。・)┘♪└|∵|┐♪┌(・。・)┘♪(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪♪～(´ε｀ )\(ϋ)/♩(＾3＾♪♪┌|∵|┘♪ ヾ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°)ノ♪┌(・。・)┘♪└|∵|┐♪┌(・。・)┘♪┌(・。・)┘♪♪┌|∵|┘♪ (＾3＾♪┌(・。・)┘♪└|∵|┐♪┌(・。・)┘♪└|∵|┐♪┌(・。・)┘♪└|∵|┐♪┌(・。・)┘♪└|∵|┐♪┌(・。・)┘♪ヾ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°)ノ♪┌(・。・)┘♪ヾ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°)ノ♪┌(・。・)┘♪ヾ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°)ノ♪ヾ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°)ノ♪ヾ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°)ノ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾ヾ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°)ノ♪₍₍ ◝(　ﾟ∀ ﾟ )◟ ⁾⁾ヾ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°)ノ♪₍₍ ◝(　ﾟ∀ ﾟ )◟ ⁾⁾ヾ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°)ノ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾ヾ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°)ノ♪⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪₍₍◞( •௰• )◟₎₎(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪┌(・。・)┘♪ヾ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°)ノ♪₍₍ ◝(　ﾟ∀ ﾟ )◟ ⁾⁾└|∵|┐♪₍₍ ◝(　ﾟ∀ ﾟ )◟ ⁾⁾└|∵|┐♪₍₍ ◝(　ﾟ∀ ﾟ )◟ ⁾⁾ヾ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°)ノ♪♪ヽ(･ˇ∀ˇ･ゞ)₍₍ ◝(　ﾟ∀ ﾟ )◟ ⁾⁾ヾ( ͝° ͜ʖ͡°)ノ♪♪ヽ(･ˇ∀ˇ･ゞ)└|∵|┐♪└|∵|┐♪♪ヽ(･ˇ∀ˇ･ゞ)♪ヽ(･ˇ∀ˇ･ゞ)🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
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ナオたんをいじめる奴らを私がぶん殴る！！！

(笑)朝から元気だね、ちーよ😊

ナオたんに、元気出してほしくて、つい💦

ごめんね……………………。

死にたい😊居なくなりたい😊

ううん💦大丈夫だよ！ほんの少しだけ元気出た…！！

ﾖｼﾖｼ( T_T)＼(´；ω；｀)

ネットの子達（ちーよとか）は私が死んだら悲しむかもだけど、家族とか彼氏は私が死んでも悲しまないよ💦

大切にされてないし..
いつもいつもばい菌扱いして…虐待されて..

家族と、彼氏、とにかくナオたんを苦しめる奴らに罰を与えたい👿👿👿👿👿

私なんて…死んでも良いんだよ😊

苦しい

私が死んだら逆に喜ぶのかも…

ナオたんの心を守ります！　
　 ﾐ ･д･ﾐ　　　　　
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| |猫神様| | ∧_∧
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　>ﾟ)))彡　　（　　 )
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神様ぁ～私の心の傷を慰めてくださ～い

💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💓💓💓💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💓💓💓💓💓💓💗💗💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💓💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💓💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💓💓💓💓💗💗💓💓💓💓💓💓

愛してるよおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおナオたん！！💨💨💨💨💨💨💨💨💨💨💨💨💨💨💨💨💨💨💨💨💨💨(つ≧▽≦)つ💓💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💓💓💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💖

神様ぁ～心が何かポカポカします～ありがとうございます～♪

良かったのです〜💕

( ﾟдﾟ)ﾊｯ!
ちーよから初めて「愛してる」言われた！！！！！！！！！！！

いつも「好き💕」だったから😊

愛してる嬉しいϵ( ‘Θ’ )϶

私も愛してますつ﹏⊂♡

いっぱい愛を込めて、♡を、プレゼントします!!！！！

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